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2007-02-19T23:35:00.000-08:00

its been a long time since i last updated it. haa... so here is the latest entry..
well, many things happened and it kinda changed my the way i think in some way.. some 'things' are 'fragile', and yea.... i mean really fragile! u thought everything was turning out fine but it usually ends up -_-
i guess.. 'suan, tian, ku, la' i've kinda been through a little of all of these '4 flavours' haa. there's too much to be said.
school is fine. but sch homework is getting more and moreeee.
haha. no choice la! gotta just get use to it.
i wanna thank all 5/3 peeps, plus huiqi, ah quek! LOL. eliza, andrea and many many more...haa. tissue boy!(inside joke)

so near,
yet so far.
good-bye.

2007-01-11T05:20:00.001-08:00

hmmm. its been a long long time since i last updated my blog.. many things kinda happened within this period of time.. it just happens now and then, on and off... when one problem is solved, another problem surface.. duh. whatever it is, i cant fall here. i cant afford to fall here. i guess that i'm ready to accept any kind of outcome... i just need some time to get over it.. nothing is confirm yet. however, i am feeling the 'gone case' feeling now. time will tell everything.
HUIQI! hmmm. haa. we are both 'gg-ing now'.. but cheer up=](u know, i know)
sch is kinda DRY this year. time seems to pass real SLOW. i hate wednesdays n thursdays. its just like a COMBO MEAL! haa.(4/3's inside joke).. the teachers are always emphasing abt the O's. gosh. everyday, i'll have tons of homework to be done!
just gotta jiayou. don let ahONG down=]
MRONG! haa. i know u read my blog b4. so, if u happen to see this entry........=]
i wont disappoint u.. i'll give in my best! i miss going to ur math lessons.. haiz. bo bian. i think i'll stop here le. tata.=]

hmmm.

2006-11-27T09:25:00.000-08:00

27nov'06
it's been a long time since i last update my blog. haas. finally change my blogskin and song.. its another 'new start'... what's over is over. what is left behind are all memories, be it happy or sad ones.... its a brand new start for me.But.....i know i had indirectly or directly hurt someone....

to that someone: i didnt expect things will turn out this way... after reading ur blog and smses... i know something's not right... don say sorry for giving me 'attitude' that day.. it's alright... i know why... thanks for understanding and thanks for telling me that u will be there whenever i call or sms you... i appreciate it=] although u tell mi u r fine... with all the smiley faces and all.. i know deep inside, u r hurt... u just wanted to present the 'happy side' of you because u want me to be happy... there's too much to say.. in short, i wanna say.. sorry and thank-you... u know wad i mean... nevertheless, we are still friends=]

hmmm. today i woke up at 4.30am in the morning because my sister's off to japan with her sch for 10days.. it's her first time going abroad without us... but, i bet that she's going to enjoy the trip with all her friends around.. i will miss her, her laughthers and her JOKES. haa. i hope these 10days will pass quickly so she will be back!=] <3

MESSAGES

Kim: HEY! haha. if u happen to see this message, tag mi! haa. don't forget our 'date' which we are going to plan soon! there are many outings to plan! chocolate buffet etc etc... haha. 18dec! LOLS! Misses*

Huiqi: haa. hey darlingk! thanks for being there yea? phew.. finally everything has come to a 'stable' state. haa. urs will soon be stable to yea? one after the other, when will it stop? L0LS. sec one orientation camp soon! bball at nite! haa. tag mi! Loves*

2006-11-04T22:00:00.000-08:00

haa. just changed my blog's song. i m kinda sick of listening to 'dong jie' le. Lols. hmmm. i happened to see the friendster profile of a girl[age of abt 17 i think]... her profile displays all her lovely pictures of both of them[her bf and her]. then i saw her bf's profile and i was totally shocked=O her bf's profile states that it is now being constantly updated by his sister because he is DEAD..........
life is fragile. there are many happy n sweet moments in life which we love it to bits. But, at the same time... unfortunate stuffs may happen without even u knowing it... i guess, it's really a big blow to the girl... At such a young age, she gotta take all these 'stuffs'... hmmm. so cherish everyone around you. especially ur family and your friends...
although i do not know the girl.. but, i wish to take this opportunity to wish e girl all e best.. be strong.. jiayou*=]

hmmm. today was family day for me=]
we wanted to catch a show in junction8. but, end up we decided to shop around instead of catching a show. haas.
after some shopping... we went to pastamania to have our dinner. lols. e food was nice=] at about 9+ i think we were all tired and we decided to go home. haas. all in all, it was a great day.!smiles*=]
two more days b4 i start work. haa. wish mi luck!
tata!^_^

2006-11-03T13:50:00.000-08:00

i finally found a job. =] LOLs. i hope that the people there will be more friendly cox i will be the only one there without any friends. haa. hmmm. 'ham's birthday is coming soon. haha. gonna enjoy myself to the fullest on monday. hees=] now it's only the start of nov. lol. we still got a 'long' way to go before we will get our n level results. i m kinda scared. i m afraid to see the results. =X i hope as many people as possible can go up to sec 5.^_^ [4/3'06] i will miss this class truckloads! haa. hmmm. was feeling bored these few days so many stuffs kinda ran through my mind..... simple yet complicated. it's hard, but i'll try. lols. go, go, jia you=]!

2006-10-31T14:36:00.000-08:00

hmmm. the holidays have started... and many peeps are going to the thailand trip today. they will be away for 8days i think... i will miss you all! take great care=]
huiqi! i will miss you truckloads! haha..i hope u will have a enjoyable time in thailand.. especially with......... Lol! cherish ur time u can have......smiles* lol. going to have loads of fun with andrea this friday... =] i will pray hard not to be so 'suay' tat day. all of my cousins have went to my uncle's factory to work le. sorry that i didnt go along with u all to work for uncle...hees. cox i really hate packing stuffs right from morning till late afternoon. and ya.. zhilin, beware of the 'da jie' there.. cox this time will be your first time working there.. must be extra careful. she is unreasonable n she always pick 'fights' with us in the past. remember... cool n calm.haa. tell me more abt ur working experience there soon! meet up soon!^_^
that's all for now. tata! smile*=]

2006-10-19T09:55:00.000-07:00

hmmm. delighted! haa.
things got better in one way or another:)
i hope it will be kept in such a 'peaceful' way. LOLs.
more and more lame stuffs coming up. haaa. 'cable car thingy! LOL!
blah, blah, blah....

wan zhen' be strong:)iLOVEyou!

2006-09-27T23:15:00.000-07:00

liz, iLOVEyou:)

2006-09-25T17:30:00.000-07:00

rahhs. had quite a bad start today cox i am down with flu. arghh. i think mr ong is really disappointed in us. i can c from his way of teaching us. plus his msn nick. wad a surprise-_-. 'imagine' 5/3 without mr ong! that's gonna be haiz.

i keep having flashbacks of the past recently. i miss my pri sch friends..
i wonder how is ruo ping, sheena, fiona, yvonne, xiao shi, sharon and james brando!
shld we have a gathering after e N's?
ah chua! haha. iLOVEahchua* he is the best teacher=) i am looking forward for the treat! LoLs.

[Messages]`
hui huang: ermm. sry.. yesterday i didnt realise that u sms me. contact me
soon=) i miss ur dog! LOL. she's so cute:) hmmm. lastly, i wanna say... thanks for being there all these while, especially during times when i am down. last long with ur gf also. haha. i wanna meet up with her one day!

huiqi: thanks for being there! iLOVEyou <3

2006-09-22T16:34:00.000-07:00

ELIZA! i miss u badly. rahhs. many things happened. clashing in at the same time. i need to talk to you:( i miss YUQI too. i wonder how is her life in australia now...

i am 'lost'. i do not know wad to do now. nothing can be done.
if i did 'step A', * suffers. if i did 'step B', i suffer. if i do nth, the 'thing' will worsened. omg. how complicated can things get? plus, this is only the start of all the problems. how i wish that these problems can disappear in mid air Now.

09 more days to the real thing.
many aims.
many targets.
many hopes pinned on it.
teachers, i think this is wad u wan me to repay u all for, e results. i will try my best....

msg to huiqi
` hey. don think so much too, yeah? mayb some things are just meant to be like tat. time will tell:) LOVES<3

2006-09-21T19:55:00.000-07:00

the 'pop quiz' is here soon. haha!
peeps of 4/3, JIA YOU=)
i am looking forward to 'the treat'*! haha.

hmmm. many things happened. things changed, people changed, many things changed.

2006-09-10T20:59:00.000-07:00

hmmm. i had a rather bad(repeating) dream these few days.
rahhs. i just hope tat everything will be fine=)
bt, overall. i had a fine day.

2006-08-28T21:24:00.000-07:00

i m PISSED!
pls don't assume things that u think u know.
Actually, you don't even understand a single thing....
pls stop this.
enough is enough.
there is a limit to everything.
i may 'explode' soon....

2006-08-27T10:15:00.000-07:00

hmmm. celebrated my birthday yesterday due to the 'N' Levels. haha.. this yr, my birthday is on the same date as the SS 'N' Level paper! gosh!

i just wanna say.
a BIG Thank-you to my family.
Mum, Dad, Sis:
thanks alot! i am really touched yesterday! u all never fail to give me the best... i m grateful for that. i LOVE u all=)

diao!

2006-08-24T21:16:00.000-07:00

finally this is the end of the prelims..
bt, its the start of the N Levels...
no difference at all! haha. gotta really mug hard! especially for POA... jia you!
4/3 GO GO, JIA YOU! its our final lap! ^_*
i m really glad that e 'problem' is over! cheers`

messages`

Kimberly: LOL! u know wad? i won e bet!!! bt, we must go for the chocolate buffet yeah? yummy! haha.

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2006-08-12T22:45:00.000-07:00

My 'Art Work'. LOLs.
TATA!

2006-08-07T19:26:00.000-07:00

mr ong is back. we are going to get it*
i guess he is really disappointed=(

had a booster session today by gary. haha. well.. wadever he said made me really think alot for certain things*.. mayb wad he said was true... shall not elaborate anything further here... cox this is not a personal blog. LOL.

the prelims are really near. 4more days!

msg to e teachers:
mr ong, miss lim, miss ng, huang lao shi, mrs lau and ah chua*LOLS.

i will do wadever it takes to reach for the 'stars'* .
thanks for having faith in me,
thanks for all the encouragement
given to me,
thanks for not 'losing faith' in me when i 'slacked' in
the past,
thanks for everything.

especially mr ong:
i think i had disappoint u somehow. rahhs. i will not deny
that its my fault. i'm sorry.

<33

2006-08-05T17:52:00.000-07:00

photo edited by HUIQI* <33

2006-07-31T19:37:00.000-07:00

today was really a long day. was ''lectured'' by huang lao shi.. haha. becoz we didnt went for the chinese paper one mock exam... instead, we went to support marcus! he got into the next round for punggol idol!! LOLS. but, luckily there is a retest for chinese paper 1 tml. tml will also be another LONG DAY. sch will end at abt 4.30pm.... -_-'''
here it comes AGAIN! 2hrs of POA. MDM SEE! LOLS. today we had free period for POA because mdm see didnt come. was feeling rather relax=X hahas! at least i didnt get to see her for 1hr today!

i think good things never ever lasts forever. bt, it will be engrave in my mind..
pls jia you*

2006-07-25T21:30:00.001-07:00

rahhs. its getting so near to the Prelims. i wish i had more time with 4n3.

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2006-07-24T23:00:00.000-07:00

today is a fUn* day. LOLs. hahahahaa. i just cant stop laughing. ^_^
tml there is 2houRs of POA. arghhhhh! 2 full hours. i wonder how am i going to be able to stay awake throughout the whole 2houRs. leT tiMe Pass quickLy**
sian. sian. sian. sianzation! roars! hahas.
gtg.
tatA*=)

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2006-07-23T23:00:00.000-07:00

hmm.. tml going to have 'N' Level Chinese Oral. kinda nervous.. haha.. wish mi LucK!(((((((((((:

2006-07-20T21:36:00.000-07:00

many things come and go*
had a rather tiring day today cox sch ended at 3.30pm.
didnt feel like going to the POA lesson at 2.30pm. due to the fact that my teacher is mdm see...... its boring,boring and boring! going to have a so called retest on monday i think... boredom! haha.. i kinda miss mr ong and all his lame crap. haha. without him around, our class isn't really 'complete'. plus.. slacking during math lessons. wish tat he can be back soon!
haha.. 4/3 = ******3! *winks*

i will never ever forget this class in my life.

4/3, 2006
e craps*
e laughter*
e memories*

2006-07-18T19:55:00.000-07:00

these few days of school was so-so. except for the really ''long-winded'' relief teacher. haha. only those in 4/3 will really get wad i mean. especially those sitting in e front* LOL! its abt 30 days to the Prelims. bt, haven really started on revision. kinda no ''mood''. h/w, no choice.......:(

i think i will try not to*. its ermm... pointless. haha. e path we are aiming for are totally different. different aims, different thinking, different path in life . its just DIfferenT.........

2006-07-13T20:26:00.000-07:00

perhaps this is the way.

2006-07-05T09:59:00.000-07:00

it really feels real tired to be down with gastric flu and fever. i hope i will get well soon. i wonder how's the motivation camp now? some say its a bit boring. haha. shall see.. when i get back to sch tml.

i hope it* can help him. pray god*

2006-07-01T23:56:00.000-07:00

i think sometimes things turn out the way we don want it to be,
i think he doesn't know what he wants in life, letting go of every chance and every hope he once had to become a better person compared to what he is TODaY.
i think, i wish and i hope.
things will turn for the better.
iLOVEyou.

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Every day passes,
Reminding me of lessons to be learned,
Opportunities pass me by,
Showing me things to be earned.

I do not know life as an adult,
Only as a child and teen,
I only guess what life is meant to be,
Based on what I've seen.

Today i learned of love,
And the pain that it may bear,
You can never know a person's truth,
Behind the masks they wear.

I do not know the meaning of love,
Or why it is never true,
I'm unsure of so many things these days,
I know less than i thought i knew.

I find it is getting difficult,
To distinguish bad from good,
And although it wounds cliche,
I'm a child misunderstood.

If they can feel,
The burden of their fears,
And know the cost,
Of showing their tears.

If they know how it feels,
To have a lover or friend,
Stab their backs with knifes,
Why are they so cruel to say,
These are the best years of our lives?
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2006-06-29T21:00:00.000-07:00

I feel TERRIBLE!
HELP!!!!!!!

JJ!

2006-06-25T12:31:00.000-07:00

i LOVE JJ! His concert was a bang! Jia You!!=)))))))))

BOOS!

2006-06-17T23:51:00.000-07:00

i realised that my picture in my previous entry looks like its incomplete! sorry guys.. in order to view the full pic.. scroll sightly to the right! haas.

2006-06-17T23:40:00.000-07:00

FAMILY PIC=)))
WOO-HOO!

Science centre*

memorable day with my Family! (16june2006)
*snow city
*singapore science centre
*sakae sushi (diao!)haha..

it was a tiring yet wonderful day! i am tired now.. haha.

gotta run.. TATA!

woo hOO!

2006-06-13T22:16:00.000-07:00

haha. enjoyed these 2 days! (12-13/6). COUSINS ouTING! we were totally mad into *some teeny weeny stuffs we saw... LOLS..... *aDiDas joke''. went kerlene hse yesterdae!"stuffs'' abt her and her room. *woots!* we wanted to bake a cake at my cousin's hse before we go out and SHoP! Unfortunately, time did not allow us to do so. haha. my sis could not wake up. so no choice! the best thing is..... i have bought the things i wanted to buy. finally! LOL.

i guess tat NO chance of........
*nettogrof* soon? i ''hope'' so..
tats abt all tat i want to update..
getting lazy!
takkares^_^

YiPPie!

2006-06-08T08:50:00.000-07:00

hahas. yeahsss! i finally completed my gold swimming test yesterday! sooo happy~ wOOts! was really tired when i completed the test. haas. donno y... i just cant sleep well yesterday night bt i wake up at 8.20am this morning-_-'''. so i came to blog since i do not have anything to do. i miss eliza! finally i will be able to meet her todaY! HAHA. haven seen her for very long since like months ago? LOLs.

*i am determined to put u as a PAST tense and i will really do it!
perhaps wad kristine said was true. forgetting isn't a easy thing to do. keeping it as a past tense was the best choice... thanks KrisTine!

messaGes*
hUiQi: Hey! don be to bothered over those stuffs yeah? remember? don let people control ur life... i am sure u don want to feel sad and be bothered the whole day by these people right? try ur best to really avoid them... u still got us... remember arhx! takKares!

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2006-05-28T22:25:00.000-07:00

BOOM! huiqi i am here to update. finally right? hahas. hmm.. i got back my results.

Eng-73
Chi- 69.3
Maths- 79
Science-78.3
Combined humans- 69
POA-64

and i guess i got alot of polishing up to be done. gotta really pull up my socks!
this holiday is the time for the polishing to be done= less enjoyment! haha.. there is this chinese saying (first bitter then sweet).

June 7- gold swimming test
wish mi luck! haha. i can't believe it is nearing SOON!

well. after midnight its "ting tong". only some people will get what i mean=) time passes really quickly. "some things" seems to happen 3 or 4 months ago. bt its already............ "to hang on or not to hang on", "to hang on or not to hang on".. these things keep appearing in my mind now and then. i can say since 2months back. bt, i kept pushing myself forward because i noe that life still has to move on and time DOES NOT WAIT for us. things which need to be done had to be done. there are many more important things in life which i had to accomplish through times of hardwork which is rather time-consuming. i told huiqi abt it and i guess i have got to come out with a decision soon before i get packed with all my busy scheldules again....
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i had a fun day with huiqi and andrea yesterday! doing all the ''silly stuffs'' no and then. HAHA. i still can laugh when i think of it now. *SHHHHHH--*
e most ''irritating and disturbing thing'' that happened to us was a guy/woman who happen to sit opposite of me. At first i didnt know he exists bt when huiqi told me to look at him/her. He/she seems to know and he pointed the middle finger straight at my face. he also mouth these words ''mother fucker''. three of us were sppechless at first because it all happen in the train where everything he/she did could be seen by everyone else too! after tat, we tried not to bother abt him/her. bt, in the midst of our ''giggling and stuff'', i caught a glance of him/her staring straight at huiqi for a very LONG time! luckily in the end nothing much happen.... or else....... the last shocking thing i get to know was........ he/she is working in PUNGGOL's ECON which is near our school!beware guys! haha..

tat's all (folks).. gottta go
tata!^_^

2006-03-27T19:45:00.000-08:00

i'm back! LOLs. its all because of one 'idiotic' person. L**** YiP!
well.. he's kind of frustrating! haha.. but he'still my classmate cum friend.. it seems like after what he mention. i just spent time to read over my past entries. and i discovered tat its 'amazing'! *some flashbacks*

enough of e entries thingy! phew-_-''' i finally completed my grade 4 theory.. today, i went for my piano lessons.. my teacher started teaching mi grade 5 theory le! =)) kampeteh!
gotta mug hard for my studies n (piano practical exam this july)! *bless mi* hahas..
gotta go.. bye!

P.S: L**** Y*P, stop commenting! LOLs.^_*

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2006-03-12T19:52:00.000-08:00

yippie! i have completed my grade 4 theory exam! haha... i am looking forward to grade 5! ^_^ let mi see wad i aim/have to complete:

* holiday homework

* ''e job thingy''

* piano practical exam

* swimming test

* butterfly stroke & free style

* ''get WELL soon'' *winks*

i think that's about all//

it seems tat i have not been updating.. haha.. didnt have the ''time''.. there are many things happening around me these few months... happiness to sadness// sadness to some troubling stuff// and even some ''unexpected stuff''..............

no matter wad, my main aim is to do well in te 'N' Levels and proceed to sec 5.. i must be focus on my studies.. because i realised that my results in term one were not that ''well done''.. -_-''' i will give in my best! kampeteh!

^_^

2006-02-21T22:40:00.000-08:00

had been skipping band for like almost 2wks =X
donno y i just feel taking a break from 'everything in hand' now..
its neither stress, moodswing nor frustration... its e 'sianzation feeling'.. 'just e period in my life when my mood is down'
h/w, i do not vent my anger on anyone..
just tat i feel really down at times for certain things..
mayb its because of e class thingy.. not too sure though...
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah...
bt, e same routine still goes on.. and on.... and on......
stop here le// will be back soon to update//

2006-02-20T22:48:00.000-08:00

I LOVE 4/3!!!

i am not sure since when i really have e 'sense of belonging' to my class.. its like my second home.. without 4/3.. i can't imagine how my life will be.. and i really MEAN IT!! LOVE IT TO BITS!!
i fear tat some 'bad things' may happen.. i really fear.. *PRAY HARD*
i will cherish this yr! i really will!

4/3 roxs!

well...

2006-02-03T21:42:00.000-08:00

well.. had been rather busy these few days.. or rather all this while.. haha.. i m pack with the usual stuffs.. sch work and piano.. blah blah blah........
first of all***

TO EVERYONE:
PUNGGOL SECONDARY BAND IS HAVING A CONCERT WITH GREENVIEW SEC. 13APRIL, 7.30PM. FOR THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED, CONTACT ME=))

this concert must be a sucess! hahas.. i hope everything runs smoothly because this might be the one and only concert i am going to participate in........ because next yr is preparation for SYF!! LOL. iLOVEmusic!!!!!!! haha..

looking forward to the end of this yr.. haha.. although its still a long way to go..... because i wanna take up dance soon! laughs~

after many many different things that had happened to me or happened around me.. i realised that *some things* may not be as simple as it is supposed to be.. things are just complicated! you may never know that i had this phrase in life where i was really miserable... and i mean real miserable! its e little hope you had given mi tat brighten my day... and its e huge disappointment u gave mi which makes mi feel uneasy n miserable! during tat time, it's a hard time for mi tat i even wish tat i could turn the clock back and choose nt to know you at all! bt, i choose not to be bothered by how complicated things can get.. if i were to bother, i may end up as a happy 'little girl' or a 'miserable girl'.. yes! i noe that by asking tat *one sentence* can solve all the 'questions' that i have been questioning myself...... BUT... it's just not easy for me to do so.. its HARD!! never in my life i have ever tried tat before! and i noe i will not try to ask! this may seems that i 'do nt don dare' to ask, h/w this is mi... no matter what, i feel that its too late to actually decide what to do now.. e lucky thing is tat... i know that if i were to turn back time.. i will not ask! so no regrets=))) i just choose to look forward in life.. if we are meant to be together... we will be... i am satisfied with my life now *winks* ^_* maybe some people may not understand whet i am refering to.. =X

seems that my life is complicated? hahas.. now, its nt! yeppies! cheers`

well...

2006-02-03T05:18:00.000-08:00

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2006-01-22T17:14:00.000-08:00

=(( due to the heavy rain.. wasn't able to go for my swimming lessons.. haix.. cox my dad scared that i will fall sick.. plus chinese new yr is comin.. pheW!
shit! haven done my english summary! i hate summaries! LOL..
*gtg do my hmwork*
takkare guys! ^_*

EVerlasting..

2006-01-21T23:56:00.000-08:00

hiz.. back to blog again! i m looking forward to tml's swimming lesson.. hope to finish learning the butterfly stroke as soon as possible! swimmingROCKS=))

CHinese New Year is coming soon! iLOVEit! hahas.. able to crap wif all my beloved cousins n enjoy myself to the fullest SOOn=D let me recall wad i haven done for the week.. hmm....
1) maths project
2) theory hmwork
i think that's about all? oh ya and e english summary!

c i am guai ok! =X LOL

i have decided to focus on my studies.. TotallY!
not forgetting music though....

as for *tat matter* i guess i just got to move on.... c wad would be the result of this *never-ending matter*

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MESSAGES

joanna: we haven gone out yet! haha.. c ya soon on Chinese New Yr eve! takkare=))

kimberly: live up to e passion for DANcE! ^_^ iLOVEit..

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2006-01-20T20:30:00.000-08:00

back to blog again.. this yr.. 'N' level le.. wow! i don't know why time just seems to past really fast.. to me, its just one glance and the end of january is nearing.. plus all my band practices, piano and swimming lessons.. phew! i m really busy! bt, frankly speaking.. band really takes up alot of time.. its time-consuming no matter how fun or interesting it can be.. bt...... i noe i wont bear to really quit band no matter how many times i pontent=X.. somehow its "there in me"....... *music*

we USED to be 'best of friends'
we USED to keep in touch with each
other
we USED to chat over the phone everyday
we USED to care for each other
most importantly, we USED TO support each other with
our 'spirit'
we really USED TO do all these
things........
NOW............
we rarely contact each other
we rarely care abt each other
we rarely talk to each other be it sms or over the
phone

its really totally different from what it USED TO BE in the past... i guess i have already got used to it....

y?

2006-01-18T22:06:00.000-08:00

if only i could turn back time i would choose not to go for e ************
if only i could control my feelings i would not feel what i am feeling now *totally terrible*
if only, if only, if only.. its impossible nw!!
i wanna fix my mind on my studies, music n swimming..
bt, sometimes this thing just happen to cross my mind which bothers me a lot! n i really mean aloT!
i hope to bounce back to my normal self soon.

lif3........

2006-01-17T22:05:00.000-08:00

sometimes, things just seems to end without a proper explaination/ending.. i really really hope tat *it* can be solved as soon as possible!! it somehow bothers me in one way or another.. arghh!! =*( if i can turn back time.. i will choose not to *join* i REALLY dO! h/w, i have to face the cruel reality that we can NEVER turn back tiMe.. all i wanted was a clear "ending".. is this so difficult? i always thought that time could heal bt it really proved me wrong! downright WRONG~!!!!

phew..

2006-01-14T13:30:00.000-08:00

hi everyone!
LOLs. it seems like i haven update my blog for a long time.. so here it goes..

yr 2006
nw it has been changed to the home-room system. -_-''' we have to carry our books everywhere the school. lol. it's tiring! bt, no choice.. jus got to bear with it.. so far, life in sch has been rather busy.. plus all e band practices and my piano lessons.. bt i will try to manage it well! bless mi~ haha.. i hope tat our concert this yr will be a total sucess! pray hard..

sec one orientation camp
it has been an enjoyable camp.. though sometimes its boring.. bt i enjoyed it well! i miss all e OCL's in 1/2 as well as class 1/2.. ^_* through this camp i have ermm.. got to know some people better.. haha. there are too many things to say abt e camp so i shall stop here..

my life
regarding my life.. well..... there are some 'knots' here and there.. bt i will try my best to get it solve as soon as possible.. haix.. it's complicated somehow.. bt no matter wad, i will just stay focus on my studies, piano and band.. it may be a tough yr ahead for mi...

^_^

2005-12-11T20:07:00.000-08:00

here to make a short entry.. goin out later *winks* hahas.. jux finished my piano lesson.. 11 march 2006 havin grade 4 de theory exam le.. hope tat i will pass through.. bless mi k? LOLs. ermm. there's something wrong wif the timing n date. its posted on 12dec. 12.11pm.

iLOVEdanCE*muSic*sinGing*

gtg.. takkare guys=))

winks

2005-12-10T20:29:00.000-08:00

haa. finally i found time to update my bloggie.. ermm.. shall talk abt the past few days...

[[ 6th dec to 9th dec ]]
was occupied with work.. at my uncle's factory, as a packer to pack sum kind of rubbery stuff. for hp de.. LOLs. and e place is at kallang - _-'''
hahas. bt no choice, cant find better job. so i needed to wake up everyday at abt 6.30am. thn take bus 62. the journey is ermm.. abt 45mins.. thn reach le.. need to walk to e factory.. dotz. i finally understand tat in e outside world there are many different kind of people.. gd, bad or......
there happened to be this "head" which is in charge of "us", e packing department.. e first time i went there.. she treat mi extremely well and all.. after sumtime.. she started to be sum sort of unreasonable. many things happened.. bt, i jux didnt care.. no choice, gt to ren=X hahas.. enough of work matters.. shall talk abt other things...

iLOVEdanCe!! i am addicted to it.. hahas.. waitin to tak up e lesson "soon".. *winks*

shall leave my msgs here..

kimBerLy: e passion*!! hahas. although its still a long way.. i am excited! hahas.. LOL girls*

tempesTt meii: remember tat i am there for u=)) muz tak gd care of urself!!

*him: although i noe tat u wont be able to c tis.bt i jux feel lik typing it all out. it has already been more than half a yr le.. i still cant 4get u... or i shld say i wont 4get u. its hard to 4get.. all e memories.. haix.. its real HARD!! bt, i will get on with life as usual because i cant let tis matter "drag" me down totally.. and i noe tat u would'nt wan mi to be "stuck" and nt move on wif life.. though i will move on.. i will nt 4get u.. iMISSu..

LOL

2005-11-25T08:30:00.000-08:00

long time didnt blog le. haha. todae. went out wif huiqi. had lunch in cp thn we headed to plaza. shop around. after a while, huiqi headed home n i went to mit eileen in cp. madness came.....
LOL. we went to bugis n thn to orchard. on our way, many funny things happened. including...*shhhh....*
had dinner in cinleisure, long john. i saw shi xin hui. yah. e suprstar contestant. haha.. eileen didnt wear specs so she didnt get to c her. halfway through, i saw my dad. guess wad? he's actually at the exhibition upstairs all e while. phew-_-'''.. lucky i wasnt wif anyone else. haha.
talking crap...
sort of tired le. blog next time. takkare guys=))

lolx

2005-11-12T00:41:00.000-08:00

hmm. sort of lazy to blog. bt since i didnt update my blog for a long time. i shall try to post a long entry=)). had been busy tis entire wk. 7 to 9th of nov i was occupied wif yiling's chalet thingy. LOL. many things happened. so i shall nt post it out. hahas. on 10nov, i went to sch for e usual band practise. because of our performance in rivervale mall tis sat. we had hrs of practise. bt it was nt too bad after all. quite use to e way ms ten conduct e practises *LOL*.

ermm. todae. i went back to sch again. to rehearse for e sat performance. bt nt all bandits need to be there. cox of sum reasons. don wish to malu myself here=)). *shhhh...*

at abt 12plus i met yiling in compass to hav lunch. as well as to accompany her to buy her hamsters' food n cut her hair. we decided to go to e NCO thingy to support limay n kok tong. hahax. their marching skills, mace works, n e music they produce was rather impressive=)) xin ku kok tong n limay le.tml still need to wake up early to prepare 4 e performance at rm. can c tat they were tired. limay even gt sunburn.
procceeded to plaza sing to hav our dinner n went home=)) *home sweet home* hahas. it had been a tiring day todae. bt compared to limay n kok tong. its peanuts.i wanna say.......

koktong: it was great! i m sure it is nt easy havin to march n blow ur instrument at e same time. bt, continue to jia you=)) all e best for ur solo tml.

limay: xin ku le. ur marching was gd. pei fu ni tat u can tak such a "tough" training. non-stop for 5 days!! do takkare!! ur sunburn. frienz 4eva. *winkz*

diao...

2005-11-09T07:37:00.000-08:00

its a clear cut. e truth had been revealed.

glad to noe celeste=))

=)

2005-10-30T06:38:00.000-08:00

todae. ehh. around 3pm. my family n i went to miss teh's hse. my piano teacher. yeah!!finally piano lessons can start le. lookin forward to it. *winks*. i finally completed learning freestyle. yeppies=) hahax. i m MAD. tml. havin band practise in sch to prepare us for e open hse. hope tat everything will progress smoothly during the open hse. *pray hard*. laughs.

tempestt ; mei: i MISS eu too. ermm. mayb later part of e holidays? cox i am quite busy these few days. packed wif band practises. sry=( nope. no need say thankz. hahas. cox i also lazy to do duty le. nw i am completely in holiday mood. bt, since its holidays we shld enjoy ourselves yeah? LOL. mit up soon=)) takkare. muackkzz.

kimberly ; LOL girls* : hahax. nice nick u created for three of us. miz ya. lurfe ya.

yummy!!!

2005-10-29T00:14:00.000-07:00

todae went to ermm. i m nt sure where the place is. sumwhere. e west side of singapore. to celebrate my grandfather's birthday. hahas. we went to "no signboard" seafood restuarant. n yahx. everythink we ate was seafood stuff. bt it was yummy!! i also had a gd chat wif my cousin. planning to go out together sum day. we had dinner till abt 9pm thn we went straight home. as we were all bloated. Lolx. i hope i can solve e problem of * e present* soon. its getting late. gtg rest le. takkare guys.
oh yahx. lastly. i wanna wish my granddad a very HAPPI BIRTHDAE. though he wont b able to c tis. =)

nearing to e release of e results!!

2005-10-18T13:23:00.000-07:00

tml is goin to b e release of e end-yr results. i m feeling ermm. kind of excited yet.... nt able to describe the feelings . i jux hope e holidays will cum soon. bt, currently slacking. hahax. ENJOY!! no matter wad results i get, its already fixed. so no point fretting over it. exams r over. band ish here. tml there is band le. most likely will b goin.=o 2005 ( sec three). time jux seems to b really fast. i don believe tat jux lik tis. sec three has ENDED!! and i seem to b wasting time doing nth. next yr will b a hectic yr. with 'N' levels. haix. don wanna think so much le. lOLx. gtg*winkz*.

dotz...

2005-10-18T01:07:00.000-07:00

YiPPEE!! finally e exams r over. jux nw i met huiqi n ziying for lunch in compass. guess wad time we had our lunch? LOLx. abt 4pm. after we eaten, we headed to e library becox huiqi wanted to borrow some chinese books. don no hw she manage finish reading a chinese storybk in jux 1day!! *chinese pro*!! while huiqi was searching for e bks, i saw xue hui n one of her frienz. thn we started talking abt some *stuff*. hahax. around 6plus, both huiqi n i went to ziying hse to borrow a chinese cd-rom. bt, we left Quickly. *winkz*. my last stop is... Punggol. hahax. coz i go n find andrea. we sat in the playground n pour all our greviences out. haix. in life. its complicated yet simple. sometimes things might meant to b simple bt many at times, ppl jux lik to mak it complicated. h/w, i gt to accept it. this is the way life works. its getting late. i wanna slp le. update another day. take care guyz.

msg to andrea: thankz 4 being there whn i m down. i realli appreciate it. i also wish u all e best for *tat thing* k? take care.

msg to huiqi: LOLx. i wont forget tis dae. yeah? u shld noe wad i mean.hahax. mit up soon=)

msg to kim: kim!! haa. do get enough rest. so u got ENERGY. hahax. c ya soon=p

finaLLy=)

2005-10-17T10:12:00.000-07:00

finally finish editing my blog le. LOLx. all thankz to Kimberly. hahax. since i jux finish editing my blog i will make tis a short post.

msg to tempestt mei: congrats. ni zhao dao le *ta*. hahax. wish u n *him* all e best yeah? he bully u thn tell mi kae? i go arbish him. LOLx.

msg to Kimberly: thankz for spending e night to help mi finish editing my blog. hahax. c ya on wed.